ghosts

last night i had a psychological episode i guess you can call it. started out like a normal weekend. drinking, partying, ect. i guess i had too much to drink and got really pissed because i was next for the beer pong table and prettty much got knocked away from it by people who were already playing and then played a 2nd game. then more shit happened that got me even more pissed. i found myself at home ready to go to bed then my phone started ringing. the only problem is every time i answered it nobody was there. there wasnt even a call on my phone records. it happened about 3 times. then i get in my bed and just lay there. i look across my room and see someone in my room. it was someone i knew. only problem is i was the only one there. he was just standing there then he looked at me and gave me a judging look. then walked out. that judging look freaked me out because i knew i was angry over little shit but the thing that creeped me out the most was the guy was someone i knew. it was a cop i knew in seattle. he died in 2007 about 2 weeks before christmas. nobody believes me when i tell them. i dont exactally know why i saw him either. we werent really close he just helped me out once and i saw him every once in a while. the rest of the night i was pretty much just crying and freaked out at what i saw.

it might of been the heavy drinking and extream anger but theres only 1 person who i can even talk to about this and she just thinks its cool or was a sign. i dont really know what to make of it. at the moment in just really confused and wondering if it was just a dream or if it really happened.

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fuck this korean peice of shit

judging by the title im guessing you think im pissed at the koreans because of something they probably did. well i dont know if they did anything because i havent been watching the news lately but this is why im pissed. my fucking samsung tv that i only had for 2 years decides to go out. thats right. those fucking assholes are making over $600 for a tv that doesnt even last past 2 years without something going bad. what happened to the old days when we used to make tv's? i have a tv that still works in my basement from the 50's and it never had any problems except the knobs falling off because of it being so old. it would still be used today if there wasnt a digital switch. all my tv's never broke but now all of a sudden my pretty much new tv does. thats fucking bullshit. seems like everything these days is poor quality and breaks all the time way too easy.

"but wait its just so high tech" i dont give a shit if its high tech when i buy something i dont want it to break on its own especially when i paid over $600 for it.

thank you koreans you just made the big giant FUCK YOU for the month for making a shitty tv that goes out after only 2 years.

fuck this cold and an update on me

well i havent really been sick like this for about 2 years. all i can really say is its great that i dont got what ken and sam had. they ended up puking every 15 minutes for the whole day. because the school is all really uptight with the whole swine flu thing some classes are telling me to make an appearence to turn in my homework then leave. now i think im getting over the cold vary slowly. still feel like shit but i dont feel as bad as i did on friday. i just want to go back to my normal routine. go to class, come back late, have a few beers with friends, and maybe some videogames when i get back.

im also tired of this fucking rain. the rain is somewhat promising because it means when it gets cold there will probably be alot of snow in the pass but im just tired of it here. i miss going on mountain bike rides through the little trails even though i always end up hitting atleast 1 tree. or the motorcycle rides i have with my dad where we just take our bikes out and just ride for the whole day. hopefully we have a good winter and i get some snowboarding in.

sam is still an annoying fuck. i missed 1 party do i could get my car back and the fag starts constantly telling me "you shoulda been there" "why werent you there?" "why go to seattle if you dont like your parents that much". yea its true i dont like my dad that much but that doesnt mean i dont want to spend time with him. and yea my mom is annoying and always talks about negative shit and doesnt have faith in humanity but she had my car. on my list of importance my family and getting my car back is at the top of the list. parties are pretty much in the middle to lower part. he always wonders why i snap at him. the asshole gives me shit for repeating myself sometimes and yet when he does it i guess i "overreact". that dude needs to lay off the weed and get his head out of his ass.

shoko is still a bitch. just because i forgave her for trying to fuck my roommate alittle after we broke up i guess gives her permission to hate me again. maybe she just thought that me forgiving her would get her life back to normal with the asian community but 1 word with ken can change that. i wont go that far though. she hasent pissed me off that far again.

now going into the childish game me and my friends are about to start. Mafia. im not talking about the internet game im talking about the real game. a group of people getting told by the godfather who to kill. (not literally kill). were making Ken the godfather and he is going to tell us who we need to kill and our weapons will be the classic bar of soap in a sock and the airsoft gun since most of us have access to one. we are mainly sticking to the little singleshot spring pistols and shotguns but we arent ruling out the automatics. pretty much starts out with everyone getting a name. you go after the person with the name. when you got them you go and get another name until there are 2 people standing then its free game to whoever they want to kill but you cant have a witness. thats not how its usually played but thats how i played it when i was younger except we used squirt guns instead of airsoft. plus it just adds to the paranoia if you know the player might be whacking you when you are alone with them.

My Movie Review - Friday the 13th (2009)

i finnely saw it the other day. tell you the truth only thing i remember about it is tits. nice tits, topless wakeboarding, topless death, screwing, ect. lets just say the movie had alot of killing and alot of tits.

my final thought on this movie - if you like watching a movie with Jason killing topless women, a hick licking the vag on a hustler magazine, a bunch of college rejects getting slaughtered, and a dumbass shooting a pistol at nothing then id say go ahead and watch it. i personally thought it was a peice of crap movie.