i seriously hate living at home. it means i have to see my parents all the time and i just cant handle it. i hate home life.

today i reminded my mom (for the 6th time) that my girlfriend was coming for the 4th of july. my mom acted like it was some big surprise and said "well i wish i knew this sooner or else the house woulda been clean by now". seriously now i told my mom and she even asked me questions about it and its some big fucking surprise? my sister even talked to me and my mom about it so theres no fucking reason why it should be a fucking surprise. then she bitches at me about how the house is never clean. hmm lets take a look at why i dont clean the house. maybe its because non of the shit is mine? maybe because my room is a mess because i never put my shit out of my room? i clean everything i use i put back everything i move. i even clean the car i use. i guess thats not good enough. she wants me to clean her car, the house, and everything else. its hard for me to clean the house because i dont know where everything should go. should these papers go in the trash? because it looks like they should but according to my mom they might be important. why should i clean your car? your the one that drives it and maybe if you asked i would be more willing to do it. im not a fucking mind reader you know. oh and that job you keep bitching at me about. ive applied and usually the jobs are filled or its something that i would completely hate. i guess ill be stuck with those jobs anyway so i might as well take one.